Why I have been avoiding people

It's true. I have been a super introvert lately.

I do have a good reason.

It's because I have been super mean lately.

It seems that the only person that I have been remotely nice to or patient with is Kaylee.

I have no idea why but it seems my tolerance is so low and there is no filter between my brain and my mouth.

So, I have just been staying away from the few friends that I have because I would really like to still have them when my tolerance and filter return. 

I am utterly surprised that my family hasn't packed their bags and taken up residence some place else.

I don't even want to be near me.

So to everyone who feels like I have shut them out, I am SO sorry and I love you but I promise, it's better this way.